Deep

Deep inside,I go to hide,I run away,from fear and lies-I tell the truth,to my starving heart,and take me apart,how I'm torn apart. Keep me ruined,around your bad,cherished me never,I am so sad-to feel no love,is a world so bad,it cannot feel,after numbing up my glad-couldn't feel pain,but couldn't feel love,took me away,to retreat from this place-want to never go back-would rather feel the pain of a thousand deaths than to starve in silence...*Charlie*