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Time itself doesn't erase the pain,you have to work at it over time.-Celeste

Green-Eyed Monster

The green-eyed monster,stares at me,magestic as ever,so full of esteem.I honor the presence,of aweful deciet,as the green eyed monster approaches in my sleep.Filled with rage,as the eyes carress me,my raw,naked,open soul.I have no privacy,everything I have,the green-eyed monster takes,I lose it forever more.Innocence,trust,faith and hope,losing yourself in the eyes of her soul-empty to fill,open and full,give me a lifetime,of what you have killed.

Mind's Eye

Sometimes I'm trapped,where I can't escape,under a boulder,of time escalate.Under a bridge,inside of my mind,alone in the darkness,no more tears to cry.Did you take over me,have I been here? Why are you watching me? I have all this fear... -Celeste

A Different me

A different me,has come to be,once so full of life,is yet to feel so free.it is me,Celeste is she.How I love the control over me,my own madness,can't escape it from me,over time,as you will see,there was once a different kind of me.You will not know her,for she's mostly gone,two halves,same person,we go on,and become us strong.We adapt,as life drags on, all is done,so why can't we cry? Cry anymore,it's the way it is,why must I fight,the person I see she is.I laughed so light,I lit up the room,and pleasure from my eyes,I knew of no doom,faith,it had me,so now I know,it's weird that you say that,because I let my shelter go...

My Hurricane Katrina

Is the baby dead? The man on the t.v shook the little baby that didn't cry.I didn't know them.It was my birthday.Someone was born on 9/11.I had birthday cake.They had no water.I had life at 21.They lost their children.I had guilt.They had torture.The mother held the baby.She wouldn't let him go.Does she know that he's dead? Does she know her baby's dead? I'm not sure.I had birthday cake.They had roof-top sanctuaries.I had electric off for two weeks and no shower.They had no food and water for longer.Some died of thirst and desease.The president partied somewhere.I changed that day. It may not be related,but that's the day I began to change. My own life was crumbling away,and I tried to be apreciative of what I had,but I had already given all I had away.